why do all mixed feelings come late at night when its so lonely?
it makes me vulnerable to the feeling and im missing that someone now cuz of it...danggg....

 it's been a long time yo! after a recent occurrence of events, im just gna do this one post...hahahah! oooooo...i somehow always knew bout you, but didnt really bothered cuz i loved the other...oh wells...nice to know ppl actually like u for who u are ryte :) hehe...

teacher's day today so...HAPPY TEACHERS DAY! hahaha...

ermmm ermmm....promos coming up...did i tel u that i retained?? haha..so yeah...wish me luck for promos...
and hari raya is in a week too! can't wait for it but i can wait for promos tho...haha...

past present future, all in the mind...past is still there, present is going strong, and the future...hmmmmm...in the making??? HHAHAHA....only khairul knows what it means...lol!!!! 

tc peeps!!
-fadino-

 

i realise now what's been missing in my life....it's been so clear but ive been ignorant of it....
the simple fact is that i'm always caught up in other people's lives...
Be it seeing their photos and seeing how much fun they are having, or watching videos and admiring what others have and what i dream of, or even just reminiscing the old times and dreaming of what could have happened...

its about time now theres a change..i got to take things into my own hands and make things happen for myself...no more lazing around and watch other ppl enjoy life while i just admire it...its time i make my own life just as fun...i dunno if i can do it, but at least for now, the best thing i can do is to TRY... :D

your not the person i knew....

 i cant be there for u...

but i do want u to

know that i am here for u

whenever u need me...
 

 
i can't hate you for what you are, cuz what you are defines what i love...

how do i let go of this? i dunt want it anymore...sick and tired of the silence and the hope...

now's better than before, why does the heart turn to the past?

i want to let go, be happy without sorrow...

i dont want that love, but i cant bare to hate...

tell me now, what do i do...?

 

 
A DREAM,
A THOUGHT,
A WISH,
IT CAME TRUE... 
finally got to see you...

power of 2010?

failed sub papers...one more year of bus 39 i guess....
 
HAPPY NEW YEARS PEEPS! 
~fadilicious~

  why do i still see you?
when all i feel is pain
why do i still search for you?
when it seems i'll never see you again

why do i still think of you?
when all it brings is regret
why do i still dream of you?
when all it does is make me sad

why do i still hope for you?
when all i get is loneliness
why do i still wish for you?
when i can't even get your forgiveness

how do i get over this?
that's something i'll never know,
will i ever get over this?
that will have to wait til tomorrow

i just want to know your alright.....